Got a broken bed
A couple spiders on the floor
I think I really need to cut my hair

And there’s nothing else that I’d rather do than sit
In my room just listening to I'm Wide Awake It's Morning
and try to stay alive

It’s the time of year to flip the heaters off
I got four months of blistered lungs
coughing till my stomach is inside out
And I’ll try to do what the doctors told me to
Clean a room, take a pill to heal my mood is quickly fading
Think I might too

Cause every autumn I fall apart
I’m still a sack of shit when the New Year comes
If by spring time I haven’t killed myself
It’s just another summer
I'd live in hell

I think that I might be broke
it's all I know
it's how its always been
Light up the ambulance, the consequence
of coping through this with
Everything that I'd rather do than sit
in a room just listening to a Southern Baptist preacher
tell me to stay alive

Every autumn I fall apart
I’m still a sack of shit when the New Year comes
If by spring time I haven’t killed myself
It’s another summer
I'd live in hell

and every autumn I fall apart
I’m still a sack of shit when the New Year comes
If by spring time I haven’t killed myself
It’s just another summer
a self made hell


Stop getting high
Try to just get by on all the good vibes
That all these Facebook hippies
believe will cure all my depressive thoughts
It's fucking bullshit
I’m not taking advice
from those who won’t vaccinate their kids

And what about my family
They say Jesus Christ is ashamed of
Everything that you have become
Here’s another bible verse
About why you are sad
just come back to church
we’ll all just sing
we'll all just sing

It’s fucking bullshit
It’s just fucking bullshit
It’s just fucking bullshit
It's all fucking bullshit