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Park and Ride
04:08
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Park and Ride
Your stare is tearing out bits of my stomach
It's silent but still captivating my mind
Why are we here tell me that I’m more than just nothing to you
After everything that you have done don’t know why I’m still here
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It’s obvious you’re somewhere else entirely
It’s all falling down around me but I keep letting you in
It seems like you’re callous to all that I’m feeling
Why can’t you be honest and just let me go
There’s no closure in writing all these shitty songs
But I don’t know what else to do I’m so tired and sad
I’ve been thinking of the last time that we talked
Locked in the bathroom taking shots
When you told me to go and find myself somebody new
(repeat x4)
But they're not you
But they're not you
Try to make myself fall out of love with you
Take all these words and sing about somebody new
Try to make myself fall out of love with you
Take all these words and sing about somebody new
Can’t keep myself from loving you
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Fixated on the ebb and flow of headlights on the kitchen counter tops
They constantly pollute my solitude, a self reflecting maze
Of every time I fell apart, another time that you had called
And told me that it’s not because you’re lonely you’re just happy to see me again.
I miss you so damn much and I’m all scared that I’ll move on and you’ll come back around when it’s too late
Don’t want to know that you don’t care I’ll keep romanticizing that you’ll come back before it’s too late
Please don’t lead me on because I’m trying really hard forget you exist
Tell me that it’s not because your lonely your just happy to see me again
And I’ve tried to see the memories how they are
They’ve never been what I thought
That I was more than just a coping tool till you learned to be alone
You know that you are everything and thats still so much more to me
I need to change my mind and prove to myself that you're...
You’re no Cinderella
(repeat x3)
You’re no Cinderella should’ve cast you as the sister
(repeat x4)
Why do I still fucking miss you
Please don’t lead me on because I’m trying really hard forget you exist
(You’re no Cinderella, you're no Cinderella)
Tell me that it’s not because your lonely your just happy to see me again
(You’re no Cinderella, you're no Cinderella )
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Wicked
04:54
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When all the chemical emotions subside
The things I dream will make it seem I’m alright
I’ll play along a silly game of disguise
Conceal it in the wake of my alibis
It’s unreachable, this life I’ve made
Crafted from all the love I gave
I think you saved a part of my soul
Cause you fell apart it seems I’ve
nailed you down three more days around
So I’m waiting for your return
from where the hell that you’ve gone
It’s my last crusade, from a life I’ve made
waiting
Just take me back another year before I realized you were something that could light up the whole twisted fucking world
And maybe i could turn the other way
And live beneath the shade my regrets, they’re growing old but so are we just separately
I think you saved a part of my soul
Cause you fell apart it seems I’ve
nailed you down three more days around
So I’m waiting for a return
from where the hell that you’ve gone
It’s my last crusade, from a life I’ve made waiting
I’ve seen the colors and the glow
And I don’t know why
Now everything is black and white
But I get by
Outro:
Now my vocals cords are scarred and bloodied speakers
yelling out all the reasons I want you back
It’s not cathartic
just pathetic
whining
seeing if you’re listening
it doesn’t even matter if you know that I’m sad
it doesn’t change what doesn’t change.
I’ve always wanted you happy and I’m the reason that you weren’t. Can’t promise you I won’t write more songs about that, but I promise that I’m trying all my best to forget, god I’m really trying hard to forget
No more walks down the creek
no snapchat streaks
No Walmart yard stick sword fighting
I’ve thrown out all the notes you wrote like the birthday card you left on my front porch
said you’re so grateful I fucking exist would’ve been nice if I believed it
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