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I was laughing at a dad joke When the lights in my mind went away I wanted to die again. Been a while since I felt that, everything in my life is okay I have nothing to regret. Tried to say that it’s unfair What a joke that I told should’ve known That I’d wanna die again Thought I finished with the sad songs everything in my head is a mess I have so much to regret Hit em with another reason why Have to prove why I’ve gone away another day is passing They’re all asking Why I am so caught up
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The Pit 03:57
Got a broken bed A couple spiders on the floor I think I really need to cut my hair And there’s nothing else that I’d rather do than sit In my room just listening to I'm Wide Awake It's Morning and try to stay alive It’s the time of year to flip the heaters off I got four months of blistered lungs coughing till my stomach is inside out And I’ll try to do what the doctors told me to Clean a room, take a pill to heal my mood is quickly fading Think I might too Cause every autumn I fall apart I’m still a sack of shit when the New Year comes If by spring time I haven’t killed myself It’s just another summer I'd live in hell I think that I might be broke it's all I know it's how its always been Light up the ambulance, the consequence of coping through this with Everything that I'd rather do than sit in a room just listening to a Southern Baptist preacher tell me to stay alive Every autumn I fall apart I’m still a sack of shit when the New Year comes If by spring time I haven’t killed myself It’s another summer I'd live in hell and every autumn I fall apart I’m still a sack of shit when the New Year comes If by spring time I haven’t killed myself It’s just another summer a self made hell Stop getting high Try to just get by on all the good vibes That all these Facebook hippies believe will cure all my depressive thoughts It's fucking bullshit I’m not taking advice from those who won’t vaccinate their kids And what about my family They say Jesus Christ is ashamed of Everything that you have become Here’s another bible verse About why you are sad just come back to church we’ll all just sing we'll all just sing It’s fucking bullshit It’s just fucking bullshit It’s just fucking bullshit It's all fucking bullshit
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Isolation 02:48
Took the last three months To watch my life revitalize But a few missed pills Another wasted fucking week I don't know where I am going (I think I should go) I don't know where I am going (I think I should go) I don't know where I am going (I think I should go) I don't know where I am going (I think I should go) They I should go see my friends I'm afraid I'll just stay in They say I shouldn't be alone They're right, I might give in I fight myself to stay alive I fear that I won't win If I fail and finally end my life Would God say that's a sin I disappear the cops are called A shotgun is missing What the hell is wrong with me the thoughts are persisting I just need to reset my mind the nurse is insisting I stay with them a couple nights to break this condition I really want to see my friends But they're making me stay in I dont really want to be alone But I'm stuck in this prison I know I want to stay alive I think that I can win But they say I want to take my life That's why they took my pen
4.
Heretic 04:14
If god so loved the world Then tell my why I’m as dark as before When screaming 'oh the blood' On stage every Sunday God so loved the world While slamming my head On a bathroom floor In a hospital they won't let me leave cause I’m only at peace with everyone but me I believe You’re not what I need I believe You're not what I need If God so loved the world When I'm finally dead Will he rescue me Will he set me free In the place where I can't leave Or did he fucking bleed for everyone but me I believe You’re not what I need Do you think that we're alone in this While God's just passed out in the sky Every night I'd lay awake to pray 'is it our fault we have to die?' (repeat x3) I’m finding my own way without you I think I’ll be okay without you I’m finding my own way without you I think we'll be okay without you We're finding our own way without you think we'll be okay without you
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Guardian 03:24
I’m a squeaky fan on a sleepless night I’m the dead stop traffic when you’re already late to work Cause you missed the damn alarm again I’m the sole falling off your old gross vans The holes torn out of your mismatch socks I'm the fire ant that's biting down on your toes Self deprecation is all I have it’s all a drag I don’t know what the hell i’m doing here but I’m alive I promise that those days are gone I’m all I’ve got and I’m okay with that I’m okay with me I don’t deserve This apathetic Self abusing nerve to hit myself when I’m already down It’s so frustrating I am moving on to a new life Self deprecation is all I have it’s all a drag I don’t know what the hell i’m doing here but I’m alive I promise that those days are gone I’m all I’ve got and I’m okay with that I’m okay with me I’m starting to believe There is something more to this my serotonin troubled anxiety won't be the end of me (repeat) Self deprecation is all I have it’s all a drag I don’t know what the hell I'm doing here but I’m alive and I promise that those days are gone I’m all I’ve got and I’m okay with that and I’m okay with me

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released October 5, 2019

Recorded at The Hang Studios in Hurst, Texas.

Engineering: Ben Barnett
Mixing: Ben Barnett
Mastering: Ben Barnett
Vocals: Austin Lege
Guitars: William Strickland, Austin Lege, Ben Barnett
Bass: Nick Taylor
Drums: Taylor Goode
Artwork: Ryan Haines

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